Santa = Scary

We took my boy to meet Santa. Last year he was only 2 months old.

When he seen the jolly old man, it was from a distance. He didnt really mind it. Once we walked up to him to get a picture, he began freaking out like we took his favorite toy away. He was so afraid, he hid behind my legs and reached up for me to hold him.

The Santa Picture, is a family picture. No one sitting on Santa’s lap. Hopefully, next year he wont be terrified.

Heartbroken?

I know  Ive talked about being lonely.. but today it hit me hard.

 I babysit a little 5 year old, and my son really enjoys the time he comes over. Today, for the first time when he left, my LO cried his eyes out. He was screaming, and throwing a fit. I only babysit the boy once a week. He really makes my son laugh, and he is learning how to share toys.It breaks my heart.

Part of me wants another baby so he isnt lonely, but another part of me is afraid to have a second one.

I decided to go spend2 weeks with my family who live 2 hours north. My nephew is the same age as the boy I babysit, and my son loves him to death. I have 2 nephews, and 1 neice that my son can play with up there.

I want to attend the parent and children get togethers, but its so hard with one vehicle. I seem to live too far from everyone as well. I guess Im just beginning to get homesick, and heartbroken that now that my son is old enough to play, he needs someone his age.

I do not expect feed back or anything, I just needed to get this off my mind.

Baby Number 2

No, I am not pregnant.

We arent even trying to concieve.

However, if we were to have a baby, we have picked out a girl name.

Bailey Marie Cook

:)

Confession:

A HEB I passed silent gas.

My husband looked at me and said “Ew, you smell that?”

I looked over, and innocently said “Ya, Jathan is pooping.” LMAO

omg! ADORABLE!

Thank you :)

Havent been on….

It’s been awhile since I updated all my wonderful followers!!! I posted some pictures, for you all. Jathan is  getting so big. My aunt bought him a potty, and he has used it twice. We arent potty training him yet, but during nakey time we sat him on it and he used it!!! :) yay for him.

We will full blown start potty training at 18 months. My mom says that’s when she started teaching us.

He is learning new words!

-No (Is his favorite thing to say)

-Mickey

-Night Night

-Thank you

-Ease - Please

-Bye

His favorite game to play is Rawwr!!! He says Rawr to scare you. If you play back and act scared he will be your best friend! He will hide from you as well, and jump back out and say “Rawrr”